Whats Wrong With Me

thought I was safe, The feel of safety in my veins, But when I turned around It was gone. I remember those days We were ecstatic to see each other ,Now it’s the last thing we can fathom Hatred. I remember the days of our trust .Lies.I don’t miss you, I cant miss you I want for someone new, A someone to hold me close, Treat me I should be Loves me You’ve ruined me I barely scared you. The Hate. The Loneliness. Everything you wish for me. I wanna not love you. I wanna find a great guy. But what I get is you. Stop wasting my time. Trying to forget you You hurt me so bad An I keep running to your arms To let it happen What’s wrong with me