What's the Point

What's The Point...I smile on the outside to hide the pain. No one knows that thoughts of suicide are slowly driving me insane! What's The Point...Deep in my heart I'm crying. Childhood memories are tearing me apart and I feel like dying! What's The Point...I wonder why grandpa would do that to me. "Protect me grandma, for you are all I have in a family!" What's The Point...There are nightmares, and so many fears. I feel no one cares, and I hide the tears. What's The Point...So look beyond a smile, and grin. Because no one knows ones lifestyle, or the cause of ones sin! What's The Point???????