What's From Beneath

Unable to succeed in my dreams A yearning of what I need to let go Is impatiently dying to be freed and spread it's wings I feel like there is someone else inside of me scratching it's way out-while I bleed Internally,prefusally spreading rapidly-like a deathwish disease But I always make sure I keep my dark past And my mistakes buried deep Aching,ever slowly breaking And piece by piece taking All of the nothing left I say is a lot Of everything I don't really have In denial-I believe I'm afraid of waking up tomorrow Drowning in my deep blue sea of sorrows Will somebody please get me awake? 'Cause, I don't go to sleep to dream any longer