What Use To Can'T Always Be

Contemplating back to a time when there use to be an us, when our relationship was built on trust, but truly it was only lust. But I must admit that I was only being honest when I looked into your eyes and said I was in love with you. If I can undo the past, I would go back to the time where I reckoned that you were not being true and seek to see-through your mind to have caught that clue. But what can I do, I already knew, but I didn't want to accept the fact that I might lose you. But I did, I did lose you, and I was torn to the deepest part of my soul to the point where I felt I was never ever going to be the same, like it was some kind of fate. Sure I had hate; I hated you for misleading me and then leading me to believe that our relationship was going to a great place. It was unfair that you had to tear my heart into two, misguiding me to think that you cared. Thinking what we shared was rare. I thought it was a nightmare, but I came to realization that I shouldn't care. I should stop the war that was going on between my mind and my heart before it gets too far that I can't ignore. Tough yes it was tough but enough is enough. What we had is now through, and I am sure enough done with you.