What To Do Now

I kissed her head and said goodbye Yet for hours I sit and cry I lived life my own way But she still loved me every day I am a better person then before But strength I just don't have any more Many years may have went past But she got me living life right at last Something many tried to do She was the one to finally make it all come true Now I feel completely lost alone She was the only one that could help me grow No matter what Love she'd always show Even with all the sh**ty things I may have done She made sure I knew that I always had someone With all the things she helped me survive How could I have prayed for god not to keep her alive Now in tears and falling apart With her went 1/2 my heart The rest is made of big rock So all the bad things it can block Now it's how to stay on track When she's no longer got my back Nor is there anyone to give me hell When they see I am not doing so well Lucy please listen to these last words The ones that enough are never heard You alone pulled me through So that the right things I would finally do Now I will live in just a little fear Who can I turn to when your not here Please tell Beth and Papa Hi Because to none of you can I say " Good Bye " An Uncle Charlie Original © 2011 unclecharlie