What Kills Me

I gave you the best of me without seeing what you were trying to do A sneak attack of the heart, the knife you run through And still what hurts the most is watching you walk away While having nothing to say it's what kills me now and then Betray my trust, everyone knows it's what you do Hide your colors, unbeknownst they know to you And I see you telling me And I see your lies I see how you never thought I could die I never expected you to spend life at my side It's too much to ask, I know Now i want you to.. Thanks to you I drink to much Thanks to you I've spilled my guts Into glasses for you to drink, I've given you my dignity My pride and self-esteem I hate myself for loving you I hate you for leaving me This secrets too much for you to hear, so let me die in peace So I can be on my way And now I can be on my way