What Is Death
What is death?
A mystery I can never solve
Or even understand I don’t think any human can
What is death?
A question no one ever gave me an answer for
Well not the one I need
I’ve been living in confusion since the day I lost you
They told me: tomorrow you will forget
They told me: Tomorrow everything will be better
How can I forget?
When everything reminds me of you
What is death?
I can never find an answer or even understand
You were here and now you are gone
You were there and now you are not
I hold the phone to call you
Cause I can never believe that you won’t answer
I see your grave I read your name a thousand times
In order to believe and yet
It might be someone else the same name as you
Am I losing my mind?
For nothing makes sense to me
Will it ever do?
Will I ever understand?
How you were just right there
And now simply now you are not
They tell me you are in heaven
You are gone
But yet they say he will never leave he is always in our heart
You are either there or not
You can’t be not here and yet in my heart
I don’t want you to be in my heart
I want to call you
And I want you to answer
I don’t want to hear tomorrow will be better
I think I’m faking it
Why do I even care?
Questions in my mind
Maybe a way to make my self-feel better
Why do I even care?
But I do
I need you here
I need you now
I need to call you
And I need you to answer
I don’t want to understand death
I don’t want death
I don’t believe in death
It’s a lie they created to take you way from me
Copyright © Nesma Alnsour | Year Posted 2012
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