What I Wished For

The sky is blue every one knows this to be true but my love for you is more than saying I DO these are the words he said to me covering is actions and intentions like covered tea acting as the man i wanted him to be painting the picture i always wanted to see the tears in my eyes are beyond full making me regret i was ever faithful breaking my heart and pride but has left my eyes opened wide all i feel is nothing but pain with nothing to gain would i ever again fell the same with the way he made my heart a game living me to sink in the sea of shame i try to think of forgiveness but all that comes to my heart are the words of revenge yet my spirit can't stand such wickedness making another person pass through such twinge