What Golden Sorrows Are Mine

What golden sorrows are mine born into these fragile emotions verily, verily we advance into them please said the night to the morning let me come into you. I followed my heart into these dreams… if they ask for knowledge of what I discovered, tell them I received pleasure from wind blowing through leaves watching them move in their ways I was accused of being guilty for seeing them fall as I walked from sidewalks and cafes they offered me pills instead of food and I learned what it was to eat words I searched for them everywhere and they made my love complete I awakened each morning into greater and greater tragedy I learned to laugh at myself at times it was all I had. What golden sorrows are mine?