What Do You Do

ALWAYS WONDERING WHAT TO DO WHEN THERES NO ONE TO TURN TO BUT PEOPLE FROM THE OUTSIDE WORLD CANT TALK TO FAMILY DAD AND MOM NEVER AROUND EVEN YOUR SIBLINGS FEEL AGAINST YOU FIDDLING IN YOUR MIND WHO TO TRUST GIVING UP SOUNDS SO GOOD BUT HOLDING ON TO WHAT YOU HAVE WONDERING IS THERE A WAY TO BE HAPPY AGAIN JUST IN THE NICK OF TIME KNOCKING IS WHAT YOU HEAR LISTENING THROUGH THE DOOR MUST BE YOUR MIND PLAYING TRICKS NOT KNOWING FOR SURE MAKES YOU WONDER DOES ANYONE SEE THE PAIN I FEEL OR AM I THE LAST THOUGHT TO COME TO MIND PUTTING EVERYTHING BEFORE YOU QUITE THE TEARS HAVE BECOME REALLY WONDERING WHAT TO DO SITTING AROUND THINKING BOUT THE WHAT IFS TRYING TO FORGET THE NIGHTMARES OF THE PAST UNDERESTIMATING YOUR CAPABILITIES VIVIDLY THE PAIN STAYS IN YOUR MIND WONDERING WHAT TO DO WHEN THE WORLD SEEMS AGAINST ?