What Do I Do

It's been 5 months since the day I passed away I haven't been doing much since then Besides that, I've got so much to say I can't seem to forget about you despite what I do. I don't love you anymore so, what should I do? Our last night out was such a bore. But I didn't intend for you to close our lore. I'd apply my cologne whenever we went out. Now, it's only sitting on my desk, partially empty. I sprayed it once in my room for it to smell fine. It did the chore, but it brought back the memories we had together. I had to stop using that cologne after. I ruminate about you much despite not loving you anymore I made the choice to finally kill it, but I'd never seen how much I would regret it. If you came back, I'd be a reminder that you had forgiven me, since I can't seem to forgive myself, despite what I say or how hard I fight. I'm alone in my room, writing this poem. I hope we'll talk later tonight.