What Did I Do?

lost in a kingdom with no high walls of protection no buildings (exist here) no people just (my) WORDS ears oblivious to unimportant sounds eyes unfocused mind visualising nebulous forms FEELINGS the words flickering like the destination board at the railway station the page waiting in anticipation wondering where this train of thought is going ~ attention disturbed! CONCENTRATE ~ what is that noise? (crying) why are my (reflex) memories making me feel anxious? ~ too late! ~ the taste of pain warm, metallic curl up make myself small INVISIBLE endure do nothing to sustain the berserker’s fit ~ QUIET don’t move be patient wait STILL ~ unfurl breathe tidy the room clean the damage (memory) bury the pain hide from this world back to the kingdom of words as the destination board reads BLAME