Weak

Weakness is part to blame. I was vulnerable ...it let u in. You don't deserve to be part of me. You lie and have no respect. My mind again in choas..not needed..I can't focus..just great. Trust..there was some..now it all comes down to none. I ask why, I don't understand ..is it me? or is it you in the wrong? Question myself ..so unfair..I'm going thru a lot, spare me all this. I try to let go, don't know why i let this go on..scared if I let u go..its all so cruel..I'm about to fall. I care, but you don't, why you stay if you see I can't take it all. Is it all a game..cause I know I will lose. let me go..since I dont matter to you..you be strong and it will eventually release me..its hard for me just to let go.