We Were In Love

Before I left I turned and told her I didn't care anymore, this was just a blurr All she did was take me as I was But I guess that just wasn't enough So I walked into the great unknown This forgotten place, this forbidden zone I flew all day and dreamed all night Everyday I was numb, it was alright I'd dream of the past, but never the upcoming My head never thought and was always humming This lala land was made just for me Even though I did alright, I was never free One day the past really felt like the past And I realized my chance had passed I gave up my love for this life of illusion? Gave her up for delusion and confusion? My dreams turned cold and my days turned dark I had lost a piece of my puzzle, my life's spark I spiraled down, down into the deep All I wanted was that eternal sleep I learned, however, that life is a trip Sometimes it's good, and sometimes it dips My dip lasted forever, or so it seemed All I wanted to do was live in the past, so I dreamed I dreamed of days with my baby, my baby and me Back when I was happy and truly free I messed it all up, but all I could do was ramble on I waited for my sunrise, my soothing dawn It came too late for me to realize That I'd never gaze into my baby's eyes I'd never hear her laugh, or hear her cry I don't know why, but I said goodbye I'd never see her smile or feel her heart beat All I'd see were her shadows on every single street My heart was broken but I was to blame I finally realized it'd never be the same I'm back on top, but I still think about her I still think about her love, and what we were I know it's long gone, and now I'm just a name But baby, I loved you, and I know I'm to blame