Watching You Die For My Tia

just sitting here looking at you and knowing your leaving us soon. knowing that i cant do anythingabout this but to just let you go. as i sit here and think about all the memories we`ve shared all been good and happy and sad. but the ones i will charish are those speacial moments we had together, those i will always have close to my heart forever. as i stand here looking around, looking at all these sad faces tear after tear fall down there face, leaving the mark imprinted on there cheeks, i stop and think it shouldnt be happening, why to you? i grab your hand its cold as ice, so pail, so cold , so lifeless. as i start to let go but i then start to cry but keep asking why? wishing that time would go by slow, just so i could have you here just for a lil more. but i close my eyes and take a deep breath, its for you to go. as i say my last good bye with these tears in my eyes, good bye for now but i will see you once again but untill then. i will let you rest.