Was It Right?

I hope i did whats right for u, becuz this pain i feel is almost unbearable.., and right now i wish i could say goodnight, as id die. , But instead ill sing ur favorite lullaby. I may look quite calm, I might be quite happy. But on the inside I'm screaming, inside im swimming, in a sea of confusion. PLease dont hate me, please dont scar, id hate to have never held you in my arms. I hope i did whats right for u, because the pain i feel is almost unbearable. I feel myself fading, I am hurting so badly that i feel numb. The tears are still rolling down my cheeks. And baby I feel like I need your love. I just hope you dont hate me. I did this for you. And now I want to bleed anew.