Wanted Love

I'm afraid that this is reality I don't know what you think of me As my metaphors of our friendship are your inspirations Deeply loving you is my insanity’s confirmation Your voice will always echo in my ears, And I promise you the sound of it will be there for years It’s painful to be so close yet be so far apart I may have your friendship but will I ever have your heart When I look into your eyes my world stands still Through my body I suddenly feel a chill Saying I love you, is not sincere any more So many heart breaks and spirits are sore As we choose to trust words Action is always louder, and it is heard As I’m trapped in this anxiety created by our society Not seeing you love me back isn’t satisfying my curiosity It was hard to face the truth that I wasn’t for you, so I embraced it indubitably That’s all I wanted was for you to love me