Want To and Dont Want To

i dont want to be dependent on you but i want to be independent on my own terms which makes known to you i dont want to say you appreciate my presence but i want to create a way which makes you say that u will realise worth of me in my absense i dont want to follow path created by you or any one but i want to find a way of my mine and walk through it i dont want to be parasite on anyone but i want to find light through darkness which shows new paths and which lead you to me i dont want to lose my goals amongst all this but i want to find them and lead myself to achieve my aims i dont to do things they way all do but i want to do things they way i do, differently and leave a mark on it i dont want to be best but i want to be different among the rest i dont want to say you accept me as i am but i want to open a door which makes me acceptable to you i dont want to walk the know path but i want to walk, run the path which is less travelled and be known for it i want to explore all areas and not just know about them superficially, i want to be responsible only for my actions and i want to stop taking responsibilites of other peoples wrong action and reaction everytime, i want to achieve loads and i dont want your favour or help in doing so i dont want to do things where you walk behind me but walk along with me