Wandering Why I Am Listing You - List

I knew a poet in you, a long, long time ago You used to be naïve, still the truest, I know. I recalled, we bought a stand-fan, an item not in the list $30 was unaffordable, almost a luxury for us, in the gist. I got gallbladder stones, lots of math on surgery was on our note We both were a student then. We were preparing to hit a long road. You loved me when I am angry. You used to smile keeping your secret Do you still do that now? Life is passing now at a fixed speed, targeted. I still linger for your touch; too idiotic to mention it so late! And I had to know. You were always so simple! Simplicity was a thing I longed for, could not grow. You were too simple for a lavish moment to express feelings, too lonely a soul Wandering why I am listing you? I assure you, it was never my intended goal. You wanted me to open my eyes when we used to be intimate, I never could, so. Forgotten life in closed eyes now, bleeds through a pen, saying,” Please! Let it go!” I am looking at a poem now, a gift I wrote, so happy to finish my masterpiece! Heard the news of the death of a reader today! So, left it there! Yours are all this! 7-25-2019 Writing Challenge 3, July 2019 - List Dear Heart