Waiting To Breathe

Stifling emotions in accordance to the field of medicine waiting for results that can lead to a domino type of effect I pray things will move according to my goal in denizen and that I'm well and feeling chipper when the tester is checked deep inside I feel fine and realize things should run correctly but there's the beast of mind play in this picture of wholeness I care most than one would assume of the status of this indirectly and also directly trust that word of hearts command and boldness am I the only one writing today and will people lose interest this is of my idea on this particular day in captivity for I seek shelter within this wing I humbly crutch is dearest and hope for longevity with the unity of others though non passivity blood not thicker is how I mop up this spill of it when it is presented but others seek to put them first when conditional love is plaguing and those of us accepting them as who they are being resented skipping subjects often is what I'm doing for sanctity is aiding no right nor wrong is what I'm hoping is the solution to this an eternal shift in consciousness for to claim immunity plus a lasting breath of never ending life bestowed on ones abyss feeling again those beliefs will not be shared with the community