Waiting For You

'm still waiting for you in my mind Though in reality I've left you behind Just like winters ice and snow Seasons have to change I know But I'm still waiting, wishing hoping Wondering just how you're coping With not seeing me like I'm not seeing you I wonder if you even feel the same way I do I never could tell really how you were feeling You seemed hurt, you seemed lonely like you're heart needed healing And in my mind I still see you as clear as can be and everywhere you are there you're always with me And the things that I vision are like sewing the seams and those seams turn to schemes that get lost in my dreams I can feel the cold air and as I touch you're skin Swirls of snow come and go as I wake up again As I think of you're face and that time and that place I miss you much more than I missed you before I always do wonder if you even remember that day you turned around at the end of December And you spoke those words and I looked in you're eyes You said I liked standing behind you yes time truly flies Since that moment you said that has it been months or years My sense of time fell behind somewhere lost in my tears And that chill, yes the chill I loved you and the cold But they said I was to young and that you were to old But I don't believe them and I hope you don't too I was just to shy to ask if you feel like I do And than it was to late for words I needed to say and before I even knew it The time flew away And its how now, so hot now cause Summer is here But Winter still grips me I can still feel it near And so now I am waiting very calm, very still In my mind all the time For that cold winter chill