Waiting For Him

Oh God my heart aches for that one true man To come in my life and make me feel whole again I guess sometimes I feel I ask for too much Only to get let down and feel like a crutch I see so many other couples so happy and in love At times I have to wonder do you hear my plea from above I hide the hurt so that way others don't know And keep a smile on my face with a glow So many nights I cry myself to sleep Dealing with my pain that is so deep I just want to be loved and needed you see I guess I'm just not seeing it and shame on me  Many times others have hurt me in my life And at one time I had such hatred and strife But God you showed me how to love like no other And keep the faith and forgive my sisters and my brother One day that love will come from afar And wipe out all this pain and the scars Until then I will trust God to lead me the right way And hold onto Faith for that special day