Waiting For An Answer

Drowning in these thoughts These thoughts of you in my head I try to tell you in words But when I try to speak my words fall dead Unable to explain my feelings These thoughts remain unsaid Running through my head like a river Even as I'm laying in bed Talking on the phone I try To express these things I feel My only fear is Maybe to you this isn't real That kiss we shared We so amazing in my eyes And in my heart But were your feelings of this size? I tell you I want to be with you But can't explain how much So I express myself in other ways With a kiss, with love, with a sensual touch I thought you'd understand by now But I don't know if you do Though you said later you'd like to try it out And I said I'd wait for you My feelings are so strong And they have been for a while So strong that I love everything From your toes to the way you smile I'm comfortable with you No matter what, no matter where I like just being with you I like just knowing that you're there I told you why I like the guys Who, from me, live so far away But with you it's a different feeling With you, I could spend every day Now, I know that's not possible Well, at least not yet But I'll wait those years to be with you Because you caught my love like a net Only if you feel the same Will I want for you to come back If not then I'll go on with things But the feelings will only stack Please let me know the way you feel So I will know what to do Adn then we can go on Both me and you You are the best friend I've ever had And I don't want any of this to ruin that So if you say no, I'll be okay And I'll go on with life, just "with a hat"