Waiting

waiting pacing stringing my emotions together a deep sea of internal conflict questions that need answers answers that concludes an explanation. doubts that awaits a heart of anguish a debate of an informal past a past that I crave a longing to know the past that I will never know unmasked pain that I hide behind my eyes the eyes of the same face, that you disposed and damaged heartless the waits over my back was the past, now my eyes faced the obstacles of life so as I pray, I ask god to forgive you but me, I will NEVER FORGET!!