Wait and See

i will have to wait and see, what the lord has planned for me, im really a good guy, but their charging me a fee, i dont ever want to die, to live forever is my plea, i was living on an island, now im drowning in the sea. i want to stand and fight, but instead i turn and flee, the world will be itself, while i sit under a tree, i have a gift that i can give, come and sit up on my knee, am i doing something wrong? i know the answer is the key. my life gets me confused, and im last in line like e, you can have your beer, but i know i will drink some tea, i do not want to get locked up, so for now i will be free, please just let me live my life, i know who i want to be.