Vulnerable to love: a heart's Journey

In my mind... I always thought I was strong, But I was proven wrong With the weakness I sired, From your unmatched, Immense love, I always wished to have And taste, before I became nature's Reject, of earthly joys! I want to love you more, If only you just offer another chance, Maybe I'm following a snail's stance Of being slow to understand even a glance Shrouded in love, shadowed from hypocrisy Of mixed feelings, we share... For your heart made of glass, Breaks, as I cascade in silence, To run away from the truth That I really love you! In my dreams, I always see you smile As though you were mine, Since you captured me in a trance For you held my hand, parted my chest And swayed gently in a dance... I saw the love that twinkled in your eyes As they locked with mine, We stood there, and kissed Without despair... Though it busks in my dreams, Since it can't swim Into sweet-sour reality!