Virtues and Purity

Never stood still on battling ground, watch the vicious and villainous carnage, and not fight with true courage... to increase the sword clanking sound. Never been humiliated by slandering words not timely, my silence banished them as they picked up velocity; I did nothing to vindicate my anger with visceral grief... and today my memory still evokes that encounter too brief. Never are valorous men nailed to an undeserved cross, making those nails penetrate their hands and feet, no guilt is ever found in them, innocence is their plea; but the loud, infuriated voices still demand their death. Never withheld feelings of compassion, and put a distance between myself and them, poverty was caused by those who greedly governed; why blame the common people for a corrupt institution? Never looked away when the smallest hands reached out through profound silence, and in those youngsters faces anyone could see their misery and sense their desperation arise; they had needs, not wants like we have, when their food and water were scarce. Never broke any law of the land, but abode by it with a good character and willingness to spread peace, not rebelling and causing damage to property and harming citizens; in any civilized country violence doesn't solve anything, it only hardens the hatred. Never got drunk or smoked marijuana to avoid the ugliness of reality, although peer pressure was there and by pushing it away, I resisted it; it cost me their friendship; and looking back, I am glad I kept my dignity... and who needs friends like that, when they lead you down the wrong path? Never cursed God for the ills of others impinged on me, and for the misfortunes I endured for endless years without a shout; my tongue always hollowed His holy name...knowing that He had put me to the test, and in due time He would have blessed me. Never planned revenge on anyone who had conspired against me, this conscience was spotless and no action was needed by me; if I had retaliated, they would have rejoiced and responded with laughter; a fox is known for its slickness, and my instinct was alike it, if not better. Never allowed doubt, or foolishness to contradict what was beautifully created, the cooling breeze on steaming days, the pouring rain for a rich harvest, the brilliant sunshine to make everything grow: from trees to grass; and in the fluffy snow...I saw my purity and the peacefulness of winter so revered. Copyright 2009 by Andrew Crisci