Use To

ive been mistreated and hurt use to be beaten to where it hurts but see its all good now because i can look in the mirrior and see that scar and realize how far ive survived in this life to me its now a trophy show everyone im coping with my misery im sorry was i supposed to stay down was i supposed to stick aroud take one more hit to the ground yes you've had it tough but there's no reason to fuss this misery in your heart it goes away as soon as the day you admit to yourself there's another way i can smile and let my tears fall without having to hide behind a wall of denial now im not afraid to push back i use to be afraid of you but now im standing next to you