Urge Episode 2

I was a step closer to doom. I was walkong on the edge of perdition. Those things that i hate became my likes all of a sudden, even if i hate them again they become my like again. Maybe when i decided to stay away they stay away too and they make me feel like i need them. My life is half over because of sins i hate. I fought them for a very long time but now it like they want to take over but how many times will this happen. The devil is coming with a harder blow i think i just need to get stronger for my sake and for my careers. Urge. Urge . urge Why are u tasting like wine in my mouth? Why do you decieve me so much? Why do you make me feel like i miss you when i clearly don't? You mean nothing to me, i just wany to make it clear. You only bring me pain and regrets. You are trying to break me buh i wont let you.