Unwind

I am a human of mere flesh and blood with a consciousness expanding like a gorgeous dam flood. I wake up each day alone on the couch and wonder and ponder what today will I vouch. I sit up and think of being alone and feel very much like a mechanical drone. I'll open the screen to listen to sounds of music and sacred knowledge that abounds my mind to believe that being alone is just something I have to condone. I've let go of so much, but I have to recount the experience with him in order to surmount to such a degree that my mind may unwind and become newly and integrally designed. I don't know him and yet I do. It's a dissociation thing I am going through. I cannot sing "I'm sorry for this" because "this" is just "that" only to which is a lesson discerned and a lesson learned and no "I'm sorries" are needed because me has superseded the Selfish "I" who impeded progress of our own. But now that progress is only mine left to align with the Divine.