Unwavering

I live a life where all are better than me, A life where my friends are top priority. To me, without them, it would be the end. i would have left for Hell in my death bed. My friends deserve comfort, My friends deserve life, My friends deserve to live, Even if i have to die. And if that's what is needed, Then by all means I'd do it. I'd never live live with myself if i didn't. My heart is alone, Alone, and it's weeping. I give others love, Unconditioned, Unwavering. But sometimes I wonder What it would be like, If a man would love me as much as I love all of life. When i think of this, The thought is too much. I can't even think of myself being loved. I am not worthy of such lovely things. My job's to help others, That, for me, is life's meaning.