Unwanted

was i put upon this earth for someones secret,sadistic longings? why oh why do they all yell at me? why do they use me like a cheap hooker in a dark alley? do they not understand,this wasn't Gods purpose for me! the nicer iam the meaner they are! the harder i try,the more they make me cry. i try to leave them all alone.lock myself inside my room,so they won't have to look at me or talk to me at all. so they open my door and yell somemore-im trying to go away-leave me alone,everyday.