Untitled, Part 2

3; listening on repeat; lyrics pervading my mind; hearing them for what they r; hearing them for what they mean; 1-; "dear agony, just let go of me, suffer slowly, is this the way it's gotta b?; dear agony...; suddenly the lights go out, let forever drag me down, i will fight for one last breath, i will fight until the end...; i will find the enemy within, cause i can feel it crawl beneath my skin..."(Dear Agony, Breaking Benjamin); 2-; "when there's nowhere else to turn, and all ur bridges have been burned, feels like u've hit rock bottom...; don't give up its not the end, open up ur heart again, when u feel like no one understands where u r...; someone loves u, even when u don't think so, don't u know, u got me and Jesus...; by ur side through the fight, u will never b alone, on ur own, u got me and Jesus...; after all that we've been through, by now u know i've doubted too, but every time my head was in my hands, u said to me...; someone loves u, even when u don't think so, don't u know, u got me and Jesus...; by ur side through the fight, u will never b alone, on ur own, u got me and Jesus...; hold on to what we got, this is worth any cost, so make the most of life thats borrowed, love like there's no tomorrow...; someone loves u, even when u don't think so, don't u know, u got me and Jesus...; by ur side through the fight, u will never b alone, on ur own, u got me and Jesus..."(Me and Jesus, Stellar Kart); words piercing my mind; invading my thoughts; fight...fight it; it is here...fight it; we can do it...together defeat the darkness; me by ur side...u by mine...we can do this; together...conquering anything; 4; i messed up...i need some change; i understand...i am willing; i want u...i need u...i long for u; u have my heart; u...r...my...heart; i feel with u; i struggle with u; i feel anger with u; i weep with u; but helpless i feel when causes r unknown or hidden; wanting u to b happy; wanting to make u smile; wanting to make u laugh; always; that is the true desire of my heart; when ur angry...i feel it; when ur happy...i feel it; when ur sad...i feel it; i never want u to hurt; i never want to hurt u; first impression ruined; sorrow attained; never to b done over; but striving to improve; to prove myself to u; to erase the bad and show the good;