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I feel like my mind is heavier than my heart. And my heart is weaker than my mind. The bandage that covers the scars on my heart is the love from you The thoughts in my mind are like tidal waves Clashing nonstop are the voices I hear As if they were a song stuck on replay To this day I feel a feeling unexplainable A hand reaches out But I push away I am drowning in my own self Not moving forward Standing as if I'm stuck in time My mind screams for relief My heart yearns for a fresh start My eyes hurt from the tears I cried I look around I see no one I am alone Friends betrayed me Family never existed Life is hell...... The boy I made love to broke my heart I see these things in my mind over and over again Suddenly I close my eyes I hear a ring in my ear I open my eyes I look beside me Tears fall again This time I smile Not only does a hand touch me But I see the eyes of the boy I made love to I look twice I fall to the ground He drapes his arms around me I look up in his eyes He kisses my lips He said he was looking for something He takes out a key I take out my heart He takes my heart and puts in the key He says that he has always held the key close I smile but still unsure He then puts my heart back in place My heart has been replenished I no longer feel pain Skies are now clear and blue I look to my left I see the future I dreamt I stand My love's hand in mine I walk with a smile I now am replenished The past now just seems like a bad dream I look and your still there I feel different I'm smiling and not feeling alone To this day I look back and am in shock The person standing now once was weak But now as the days go by.... I grow stronger The memories still roam inside me But they remind me to keep hope and faith To this day the boy I love/loved is still with me To this day I look around I can remember being in isolation But now I play a part in this generation Tears no longer leave my eyes To this day I no longer feel as if I can never find love I used to think that humanity was a fantasy But this fantasy turned into reality