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For a while I thought of love's never existence in me I thought of its genesis being the first and last for me But now I feel like I'm at a retake of a love undying and a new thought addiction Somehow it feels like an addiction deja vu The thoughts and dreams I had with a man I never knew I feel like a feast of him in my forever word filled life It's in how he fills the blanks of my love's desire The way he fills the blanks of my unwritten poems It's in the little movements and expressions he seems to put to action when with me I remember how he felt on my love dehydrated skin How he held and handled me His breath and sweat on me And the spit in the comfort of his lips I swear for a moment I wanted to dive in - Dive in with no heart nor soul protection for I trusted his handling Oh my! I saved myself from the slavery of the thoughts of him His warmth and countless kisses Where's my heart at? Where are my thoughts in this trip of love waves and sails? Am I already deep in this ocean or right beside the shore with hopes not to drown? It feels deep already for the questions I had already answered Flashbacks of his intimate company continues to shower my mind Flashforwards already in take And the words come to mind, I've reached revelation I fell in love