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I'm so confused as i open door after door Every step I take I fall to rthe floor I don't want to be lost anymore I don't understand why I can't move on What did I do to deserve this fate? I want to correct it But is it too late? I'll do anything. I promise I can change. I've tried everything to find my way No matter where I look I don't see a way out of this maze What if I am lost for all time? I want to be better I beg God to help me change If it takes forever I want to be saved I look for the light That everyone says exists I'm full of fright At what i might find but I'll always persist Please God help me find you Are you really there? I want to love you I just need to know you care