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The agony of your absence proved i'd never known bliss. So i'll never understand why you chose to do this. With the ghost of your soul, still apparent in my bed. I must force myself to remove you from my heart and my head. In the briefest of weeks you made me feel alive once again and now i must accept, darkness is my only friend. You patronise with your words, "your a great person though" thats just insulting and weak. I'm disgusting,that we both know, but what you have given me is the hope that somewhere inside, a part of me still breathes even if it's smothered and blind and if i find another like you, i could live once again and maybe, just maybe, i will no longer be forced to pretend.