Unsaid

Dont know what to write ,yet sat down too. sometimes its hard to pen the thoughts, they are so deep in heart and mind which wanna stay there and feel safe unsaid. heart and mind are so different being in one always contradictory. then how can i expect you to understand me. I feel betrayed and worse for what you did. just few words changed my entire world. glad that you showed yourself though after my ruin. the lessons are heavy on heart n mind. words have to power to make or shake. I am so lost and confused to know whether this is poetry or not. just a scribbling of unexplained emotions. would be so nice,just someone reads my mind and heart,just to see what I am into. dont take me for granted ,dare not and not be judgmental. coin has two sides and I have a heart to feel. all the pain goes away with a smile, holidaying in the golden memories of the past , holding back the flow of tears too.