Unlimited Contentment

The scarlet sky is bleeding with benevolence Peace is overruled by vain, dreadful violence Horrendous volcanoes erupt the moment you kiss me goodbye gods of gold and gods of silver fill your eyes…that’s no lie Upgrading unlimited contentment on a daily basis I’ll miss the abstract abyss…the color of the tigers’ eyes are of piss Motivation is marveling to the mindset of the poet I can’t be weighed down by endless, inciting regret Graze in your own maze, perplexing thoughts of suicide When I didn’t want to die in the first place…there’s nowhere to hide Time is against me now I’ve loved you somehow Even if you hurt me slightly I’ve been walking and talking mightily I’m igniting the sky with my defeat… Gravity is weighing me down and my feet… Feel like a billion bombs, set aflame… You were only feeling for game Victimized by the predator of the deep I was a lost sheep…I lay here and weep I want unlimited contentment…I really do But, I’m still sick with dem luv floo Still, believing in your callous words… They were fluttering right before my eyes like a large amount of birds Caress my delivered soul Anxiety is banging at my skull I still feel numb Maybe I’m a little dumb But, don’t forget me Forgive me and I’ll be free Marveled by your creativity and how it affects me so Practically, feeling like dying alive in your wind of woe Let the excruciating pain go Let the clocks of time chime You’re a friend and a foe You’re as shiny as a dime But, you’ll never truly be mine You’re an unsatisfied swine Humiliated by practically everything around me I can’t even see the delightful light in your moonshine I will be free to a certain degree if only you’d leave me be Maybe, just maybe I’ll leave You’ll never see me grieve Let me be wrapped up in my rainbow radiance I smell nothing new in that happy-go-lucky fragrance That you put on so gaily Stop trying to get rid of my unlimited contentment Because I’m sick of your ridiculous resentment Just…listen… Your eyes still glisten I’m crazy about you and I will always remain that way As long as you shine my way tomorrow and today Will you be mine for at least a day? You’d rather not say, I know you’re embarrassed, but hey… I guess I’ll take back all I said about you I think better of you now I raise up a brow… Every time you pass by my lane You’re running rapid in my over-active brain I’m tired of waiting at times Sometimes, I wish we had unlimited contentment But, in the end, we are reduced to misery that isn’t so extravagant Have hope and have mercy please… Put my mind, heart and soul at ease… Trees are moving in unison with the breeze It feels like a hundred degrees, so please… Shut up, let go and let live I was gullible – what gives? I’m sorry…I really am I suppose I was His long-lost lamb Being bipolar and all isn’t easy But, hell, do I stand tall…I know it sounds cheesy… Through it all, though I made another fall… I am in appall…when you give me a call… For help I hear your yelp Suicide isn’t the answer It only causes disaster Wish for unlimited contentment God’s Kingdom Come to melt away our resentment