Unforgiven Remorse

Unforgiven remorse.... for what I foolishly did to myself, refusing to ask, by challenging fear, what the future withheld from me; thinking that dreams couldn't end! I flowed with the currents of a raging river,never reaching the calm sea, carrying this insignificant rock, so dilapidated and exhausted, not knowing where to stop... hoping not to collide with destiny and be pitifully shattered! My wandering and blind soul becoming farther away... not recognizing the favorable winds blowing towards me and recede to safety: to preserve my thoughts from oblivion, only to satisfy my primary needs! My hurt was more spiritual than the less-distressed physical... without the ability to perceive joy, and claim it without flattery! Unforgiven remorse... rebuking those unsound and adverse ways, for having cast unrepellant shadows over the ambitions and aspirations of an unfulfilled life without soothing consolations; no happy moments,no great events... to complement when sorrow is intense!