Unforgiven

Time goes by and any shows up and nothing happens in my family . Why don't my mom or any body love me any more seems to me that they don't care. So why does Jennifer even care about me my past is haunting me. No body cares for me any more and all . So whats going on with my life so what is life and all is it real . My love shows deep in my heart why do i even care any more . So i may never see my kids again but so can i even live any more Every thing is so unforgiven to me and all the curves life throws at me . I'm not even me anymore i am not like i use to be how do i go back to the old me. I thought it was true til the end but what is it. So how about everything that has happen to me is unforgiven to me. but why does Jennifer even love me ? So what do i do? I guess this the end of the new me. Back to the old me i guess. so how do i live now I guess this is it