Unexpected Miracle

I walk around with so much on my mind But nothing seems to make sense So much weight on me It's like the weight of the world is on my shoulders My head aches and pounds like thunder is hitting it I try to find some type of peace But it was taken away The people I thought cared about me left I though of dying right then and there No one seemed to care so no one will miss me I then see two people push through the crowd formed Those two people look down at me They tell me they care But with all the **** I've been through Im not sure this is another lie Mother Nature must not like me because all my strength has been drained It's been drained from trying to fight back tears Trying to put a smile on my face to hide the pain To not take a drink and pass out and die To not do drugs that could possibly kill me I feel these two people's hands holding mine I look in there eyes I see that they are not lying But with all this I still am not sure I let go and start to walk away But then I fall to the ground I'm knocked down because I can't take another step For so long I have carried nothing but sadness,pain, and scars Infinite number of times I cry in a day And endlessly throughout the night I try to hide so people don't see a trail of tears till from my eyes The two people who say they care about me try to wipe away my tears but I turn away They seem hurt and angry They look as if they are ready to kill and kick butt But there is no specific person to blame Because it isn't just one person It's more than what they could probably handle They probably do care I look in their eyes again and tell them thank you As tears roll down my cheeks like a raindrops during a storm I fall into both of their arms They hold me close I feel safe I am still nervous But I don't want to be alone These two people stayed with me from that night until the dawn I wake up they still holding me in their arms I didn't ask them to stay I am worn out and exhausted And each of our shirts is soaked But there were no complaints I still feel weak and not sure where to go Then the other two people wake up We look into each others eyes They get up and each of them takes my hand I get up and we walk arm in arm And they tell me that I am not alone and that they care I still feel uneasy But I the look in their eyes tells me that I can take this risk The three of us walk hand in hand I feel stronger than I was before Now I smile instead of frown I laugh instead of cry At night I dream endless dreams of happiness In the day I enjoy being happy I look back now and remember thinking I was done But I look at now and say that I was just in a hole and that now I am on solid ground People still treat me the same way But those to people who stayed with me that night with me Those people are still with me I look back and used the past as a motivator I say that this was a miracle unexpected