Undecided

I’ve been toiling over This monumental decision But my mind keeps clouding My weary hearts vision When will I learn To do things right, How am I able To keep up this fight How will I know I’ve made the right decision When all I can do Is up with such precision I feel trapped in this haze Of trying to make it all right, But it feels like a losing battle The harder I fight I wish I could escape This darkness and pain, The more I try thinking Makes me feel I’m insane So the time is at hand To finally choose Will it be life or death That sets me free of these blues