Two Words

Chaos comes, Chaos goes The story of us in a phrase, I hate you, I love you, The story of us in a maze, Trapped inside stubbornness Lost within pages of time, To love too young, to love too long Seems to be equated with crime, The punishment is the present, Condemned to being strangers, Yet the greatest mistake is mine Reacting to your choices with anger, Words were placed on record Too harsh to be forgiven, Liquid numbness and a broken heart Made statements about your decision, Yet the diction was mine, mine alone A truth too puerile to hide, All of this time, all that we were, Is why it hurt you immensely inside, An only love, a disappointed friend, Feelings changed by my hand, Our future was still unwritten Is what my hindsight now understands, Too late to rewrite the truth Too late to try making amends, A harrowing climax to a love story Yet the writer, is responsible for the end, To the one who was pushed away I owe two words which I despise, Yet I say for the first time ,with meaning, I apologize...