Two Words

Abandonment and betrayal what do they mean to you but to me it means everything. It's my life, my past. What I had to face in what I fear. Why Fear Just two words? Why not... they're words that make up and is hidden in my life's past. It's me I fear. I fear what I'm to become. What I might be. To you it means nothing to me it means everything. Just those two words summarize most of my family. Who they are what they've done. Just those two words have generations of stories to tell of the past and present. To you it means nothing, to me it means everything. Just two words can break down a man. Make me cry. To you two words mean nothing but to me it means everything. Abandonment and betrayal. Think about it... to you they are just two words, to me they mean everything. To me its two things that occur repeatedly. To me it means it everything but nothing to you. Look at it to see if you can see what it means. Its more that two words, its my past, my life, what I had to face. What I fear Two words are more than Two words. What I fear to be, What I might do to people close to me. Its just two words. Two meanings..... but to you it means nothing but to me it means everything. My families past, their present, their legacy. My fear of what I might become... what this means to use is nothing. But to me it means everything.......Abandonment and Betrayal.