Two Sides Part One

Uncertain about honesty. To tell the truth could hurt. Not only me, but also you. Can't display my emotions To the window shoppers who pass by. For they'd sk me about the look in My eyes, and all I'd have is lies. Sheild my mind from those Unpredictable thoughts. Can't ever Let them get to me. Or allow Them to control me. Have to fight, Got to protect, a sensitive heart And a troubled mind. On the very Brink of insanity. Can't accept These feelings. Don't want love, I Just cant help but to still need it. Want acceptance, but I'm still Wishing for independence. Two sides to every emotion, Now which side will be chosen?