Two Sides

There's a side of me that doesnt wanna let go of the past. For, the past is what made me. Regardless of if I've become stronger or weaker. There's a side of me that has high hopes for the future. But, tomorrow is always a day away. Regardless of how you look at it. There's a side of me that NEEDS to be happy but, my other side wont let me. There's a side of me that so despratly wants to be with him. Yet, that same side wants to pull away. Still, both sides want him stay!!! Only, one side is stuck in the past and simply cant let go of that. Clearly, there's two sides to me. One side gives me EVERYTHING but, at the same time, leaves me empty. The other side is completly lost but, in a strange way, knows exactly what I want. There's a side of me... I dont know what side I wish to settle upon. I know whats best for me I know whats not Its up to me to decide who I want to be. Shall I feel complete or empty???