Two Long Years

Two years to this day I found out I was carrying you and lost you at the same time, I hit the floor and cried as I saw those two lines, Shock took over as I couldn't grasp the concept that I'd conceived, Never would have thought you'd have to leave. I'm still not over the pain it caused, I try to be strong, but it's a hard loss. It's been a tough road, a big lesson, As none of your children should beat you to heaven. Not many know what I've been through, It's hard to be strong when you don't want to. Sometimes I just want to kick and scream, Blame everyone and feel sorry for me. But, I know I'm blessed waking up each day, I'll be thankful for you and love you always.