Twisted Head

im running running fast still beaten ive landed on my twisted haed i should be stable i should be able to stand on my sturdy feet tyring to move forward or even a step closer i seem to be goin backwards the rewind button is stuck leaving me in a rut further back i go not wanting to be left behind please shut it off rewind i wish i were blind it seems like the higher i bounce the further back i go maybe next time ill bounce outta space withouit a trace never wanting to return they say it only counts if you give it all so then why does it hurt so bad when i fall i push myself to the limits to not be left behind that is all i seem to find they say i cant they say to dont i give them a smile and say i wont i am powerful i am strong even iof i know im completly wrong locked inside my mind i seem to find i truly wont be left behind i try to make the bst of the moment for soon that moment will be gone its in the past i push rewind in my mind to find it once again never letting it go following me until the end tonight im tired tomorrow a new day i will be first not last not left behiind i got a better plan this time