Twisted

I lie here and wait for an answer to register in my head all i find are racing thoughts with no substance I sit here picking at the very fabric of my being but I cant find how I became so Sadistic Many things have happened but none seem to explain the kinda thoughts that go on in my brain am I heartless or am I Just insane Im so gald noone can hear my thoughts cause they'd all be scared away By the things I think and do not say By,Jessica Bowie